Happy to be alone

Thanks to this, I think I'm ready to move on.

I've always thought that if I find someone to share my life with, I will be complete. That I can grow old knowing that I will be happy, and content. But I'm not.

Having a relationship with someone is a total waste of time. You cant find yourself, and your happiness if you're too busy making your significant other happy. You have to focus on yourself first.

I was too busy making him happy, that I totally spaced out on what's important for me. I lost all my friends, who I was with 24/7 until he came around. I even missed one of my best friend's wedding because of him. You can never be trully happy if there is someone holding you back.

From now on..

1. The music that I like, no matter if it's cheesy or cheap, is my thing. Nobody can say what I should listen to.

2. If there are any musicals that I want to go to, I should.

3. I start studying again.... Before, all my time was spent with him that I dont have the energy to go somewehere else anymore....now I can.

4. I start reconnecting with long lost friends, while creating new connections.

5. I start saving again. 'Nuff said.